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Reaction, Ego, and Emotions Return with a vengeance! 

 

9/7/07

Reaction, ego, emotionality all return with a vengeance!  It seems that the last 5 days were filled with the mind being on edge. Most times were calm, yet, when a difficulty presented itself the mind reacted fast and very negatively. I think I've sworn more in the past couple days than during all my time in Thailand combined.

I have this idea that the mind noticed that it was slipping away... the ego was dissolving. Disenchantment with things was starting to take place. The mind revolted - it didn't want to go away again. Meditation sessions were filled with a noisy and chatty mind - untamable most times - or only for minutes at a time. I could not just stop the thoughts like I used to - and have a mind that was without thought and reactions...  Very strange. Anyway, see the video and there's more to it than that. 

Reaction, ego, emotionality video 9-7-07 >

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